"Coming out" is tough. I haven't told my mother yet, but I've told some friends and my aunt- who is also gay. I was in tears telling her, but it was the best feeling in the world afterward. I can't even tell you how great I felt for the rest of the day. It just felt like a weight was lifted. You have to remember that it's not about other people.. you have to think of you. It doesn't have to be a big deal. I see it like being straight. It's just what you are, that's it. You were born this way, you didn't choose it. So embrace it. Personally, I love being gay, even though it may create some obstacles in life.. and I mean, you only live once. Anywho.. Haha. End rant. I just hope everything works out well for you.