hubabalou Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 I honestly have no reason to feel this way. Things have been really great in my life lately, but I guess sometimes I just need to be bummed out. Its one of those weird things about myself. I just cant be happy all the time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 HUGS FOR FAITH READY? 1 2 3 GO :hug: :hug: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hubabalou Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Hahaha. Thanks Kayla. I confess I'm slightly afraid to go to sleep because I know my thoughts will begin to race. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 you're welcome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hubabalou Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 I confess I'm listening to the Jeremy mix. See... I'm pathetic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 NOT PATHETIC Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
waketheearth Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Relax.I have low self esteem 24/7. I have confidence when it comes to certain things though, which is strange. Me too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hubabalou Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 NOT PATHETIC SO PATHETIC! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Well, that was a long time in the toilet just then lol. And yeah, I've had good things happen in my life lately too, but eh, it'll never stop the flow of low self esteem within me; P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 SO PATHETIC! NOT! and i have absolutely no self esteem/confidence/worth/etc at all so...woo? can i join the club? haha i should also consider going to bed pretty soon i didn't know it was like 11:30 already Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
waketheearth Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 NOT! and i have absolutely no self esteem/confidence/worth/etc at all so...woo? can i join the club? haha i should also consider going to bed pretty soon i didn't know it was like 11:30 already Me too. Haha. I'd like to join as well. That makes us even more alike Kayla. I'm beginning to think we're twins seperated at birth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Anxiety = no self esteem. We are 65 per cent the same person. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hubabalou Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 NOT! and i have absolutely no self esteem/confidence/worth/etc at all so...woo? can i join the club? haha i should also consider going to bed pretty soon i didn't know it was like 11:30 already I mean, its kinda lame. I cant handle not thinking about him and we arent even together... or close to together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 I solved all my girl issues by not bothering to look for a relationship and doing those fun (but ultimately not very meaningful) one night hook ups. When I get rid of my anxiety issues, depression (or what is seemingly bi polar) and insecurities I might start looking again for something serious. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Me too. Haha. I'd like to join as well. That makes us even more alike Kayla. I'm beginning to think we're twins seperated at birth. i'm starting to think the same i mean...even our names are similar! sort of... social anxiety/depression is definitely not fun faith is nooooooooooooot lame Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
waketheearth Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 i'm starting to think the samei mean...even our names are similar! sort of... social anxiety/depression is definitely not fun faith is nooooooooooooot lame I know! They're close enough. Hahaha. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 The only good thing about social anxiety is that it meant I didn't have to spend as much money on buying alcohol for when I went to parties...cos I didnt go to them anymore lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 I know! They're close enough. Hahaha. we're that cool i would never have to worry about paying for alcohol at parties because a) i rarely ever drink (i've done it four times haha, three times at family birthdays and once at a wedding) i honestly have two real friends and both are underage and don't party Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 I cut back my IRL friends from about 50.......to about 7 or so actual friends, so I don't get invited to parties much anymore. So instead of regular parties with loud music, it's usually just people come to my house, we sit in front of the computer and get drunk, watch youtube videos.........and then my male friends find out I like Paramore, tease me about it and I cry. Well I don't cry, but you get hte picture lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 all of my old friends stopped talking to me when i stopped going to school haha i met one of them in therapy, the other one i mentioned earlier and i initially met her online i'm pathetic haha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Yeah, when I got anxiety problems and started rarely attending, some of my 'friends' just didn't bother me either. Apparently I became a jerk to some people, but it's kinda hard to stay positive and friendly all the time when you're living with a massive head fuck of a mental problem. Isn't it great when you need people most, they just fuck off and leave you : \ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Yeah, when I got anxiety problems and started rarely attending, some of my 'friends' just didn't bother me either.Apparently I became a jerk to some people, but it's kinda hard to stay positive and friendly all the time when you're living with a massive head fuck of a mental problem. Isn't it great when you need people most, they just fuck off and leave you : \ i get that way too much haha i still tried to be nice to everyone, no one knew what was going on, and i still talked to them online and stuff, even if i didn't actually see them i still tried to be a 'best friend' they decided to bugger off Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 That is 92 per cent of humans for you. Self absorbed, self obsessed assholes, urgh. I seem to ALWAYS care too much about people, too much emotional investment in friendships and then inevitably some of these people have people just considered you the 5th wheel no matter how much you've done for them. FUCK MY LIFE. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 me too man, me too i confess i am off to bed because it's like midnight not cool goodnight! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Harry Posted October 15, 2009 Report Share Posted October 15, 2009 Goodnight! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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