Jorgi Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 Its been 5 weeks since i quit. 5 weeks holy shit. But i feel like a trainwreck right now. The last two days are harder than the first two days of quitting. I feel like im so close to relapsing right now and trying to keep it straight. I don't want to fail so bad, but at the same time i feel the strongest urge to have one. I will try to keep it straight, because im just trying to think about all the bad times and shitty things about smoking. Its typical behavior of trying to have one, and im resisting it. at this very moment the daily grind of life has gotten to me and the novelty of quitting has kinda died off. Im so scared that maybe, just maybe absence is making my heart grow fonder for one again. stoked youre still going, and you know what- if you want a cigarette, just have one dude. at the end of the day, you're the one giving up, no one else, you're only failing yourself (sounds cheesey but you get me). so if you want that cigarette, have it, but if you want to give up then... that's just the decision my boyfriend's currently giving up smoking, still, slowly but surely, and everytime i have one and he's there he's like "aw give us a pull" and i'm like, sure, because you know, i'm not the one giving up - he never has one. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MSkeleton Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 @ Christopher; Maybe this cold will be a good start to quit? Or are you quitting? or not? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
777 Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 @ Christopher; Maybe this cold will be a good start to quit? Or are you quitting? or not? It's what i was thinking. Something to take advantage of. I really don't know about quitting. like...i don't even think I'm addicted. it's just something I want to do and I'm not sure why. pretty sure it's a reason that wouldn't be appraised. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MSkeleton Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 Well i say you should quit n__n Its better for you, and you same money :] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
777 Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 yeah you're right about that. Thats also what I was thinking. save me the five bucks a pack. and I live longer. hah pretty stupid ain't it? spend money on it just to shorten your life? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BornForThis23 Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 You people shouldnt be smoking in the first place...you people, what do you mean, YOU PEOPLE?? lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MSkeleton Posted March 11, 2010 Report Share Posted March 11, 2010 yeah you're right about that. Thats also what I was thinking. save me the five bucks a pack. and I live longer. hah pretty stupid ain't it? spend money on it just to shorten your life? hehe n__n and it will spare you to stand in the cold to smoke your sigarette! So you can laugh at the people who are standing in the rain/cold to smoke! ;D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Renith182 Posted March 12, 2010 Author Report Share Posted March 12, 2010 I totally resisted the urge the other night. At the end of the day its not gonna help my situation. Besides im on a fuckin roll! That One cigerette is enough to get me back into it. Maybe even smoking more. and Jorgi. I just hope you aint giving that type of advice to everyone whose quitting or has quit! Cause thats one of the biggest urges to resist! that ONE ciggie! Ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jorgi Posted March 12, 2010 Report Share Posted March 12, 2010 and Jorgi. I just hope you aint giving that type of advice to everyone whose quitting or has quit! Cause thats one of the biggest urges to resist! that ONE ciggie! Ren ah don't think you got me - that ONE cigarette is, as you said, exactly the difference between giving up and ...giving up giving up. so ryan will ask me for a pull on my cigarette or even one for himself, and i will say okay but if youre trying to give up, then give up. ...whatever, good luck dude, keep going and whatnot. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
the1 Posted March 13, 2010 Report Share Posted March 13, 2010 Smoking will lower my vocal range.... I don't get my situation. I go days without it, but as soon as I drink I pretty much need them. It's odd. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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