I'M...I'm so lost.
So Saturday I was talking to my friend, the one that I might be les. for and--she said she loved me? And then the way she said: "I love you. Not in a sisterly way but like...not in a relationship way either?" And it doesn't help me when she can't explain it.
And now shes avioding me. Ever since today when these two jerks said that me and her were hot for each other, did she defend herself?! No, just turns around and hides behind her hair like she always does when she gets embarassed. And then when I bring it up while we're texting she ignores my question completely. And signs off of MySpace? She like, never gets off MySpace this early, especially when we're talking about something as serious as this...
I think it's helped though that I've told someone else besides you guys about how confused I am about my orientation. You guys have been great though so, don't get me wrong.
Is this all supposed to mean something or, am I just...I don't know--hopeful for something?
How's your friend situation going for you holleh?