RenegadeRoss Posted November 26, 2008 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 yeah exactlyy i know, and when i want to talk to someone about something i know you'd probably care more than anyone else. its nice in a way to have someone like that, but ive grown to care too & theres only so much you can do for someone through the net just keep your head up love, my rant: Fuck, fuck, fuck, and... fuck! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Decoy Posted November 26, 2008 Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 ^ you okayy? (: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RenegadeRoss Posted November 26, 2008 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 my head was in a mess 2 weeks ago over something, like really in a mess, i was upset and stuff, and my feelings were everywhere, but this girl kept pestering me, she's the only girlfriend ive ever had, but it didnt work out, anyway.. she wouldnt leave me alone, i dont even know what ive said or how this has came about, but we were chattin on msn and she went "well your my bf" fuck , no im not! i dont want to be with anybody! awww , Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Decoy Posted November 26, 2008 Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 =l she sounds weird, why don't you just set her straight? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RenegadeRoss Posted November 26, 2008 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 i donno, im terrible for not telling people things that they should be told by me, like... cause i feel nasty, despite how i feel about it, its hard to explain Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Decoy Posted November 26, 2008 Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 cause you're a nice person, you don't want to hurt someone else? if its upsetting you, then you gotta tell her, and the quicker the better.. don't really know what advice to give you, but you gotta put your own feelings first sometimes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RenegadeRoss Posted November 26, 2008 Author Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 i know thats true, thanks Louise, your a star Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted November 26, 2008 Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 why is it so impossible for my friends to just be happy for me? cant people tell when im happier than ive been in ages. and for once in my life everything isnt impossible. too much to ask? thought so. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted November 26, 2008 Report Share Posted November 26, 2008 i'm sick and tired of being alone. i want a gf already. >_< and my fingers on my left hand are sooo blistery right now. i played my acoustic for just short of 6 hours Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Garth. Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 I just completely pushed someone away when they really needed my help. I'm a fantastic person. *sarcasm* And I'm really dizzy. I feel like I might faint. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
justSMILE♥ Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 i just watched twilight and i feel like those fat girls who crave edward cullen clones... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
travel_hymn Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 too much fucking homework for english. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iOta Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 2 exams tomorrow and my period is coming up... Damn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 i feel lonely =live got no true friends, we've just lost touch & none of them give a shit anymore, i must be the only 17 year old who hardly ever sees her friends. its been 4 months since i saw any of them & i miss them. but they havent contacted me so i dont want to feel like im bothering them by callling or something i wish i had just one friend who i could tell everything to, and would be there for me, i don't have anyone like that. i'm the same atm. it's been months since i seen my best friend cos he's too busy with his gf. he doesn't even reply to my texts or anything anymore. i'm also fed up cos i always contact them first..no-one ever contacts me first so obviously none of them really care about me. my only real friends are online it seems but i'll probably never meet any of them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Decoy Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 ^ yep, exactly how i feel. its like everyones got their own life now and is "too busy", but its been so long & none of them have contacted, im always the first to contact them & yeah, atm i have better friends online than my actual friends, cos they're not being friends atm, its like they're people i "knew". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 ^ yep, exactly how i feel. its like everyones got their own life now and is "too busy", but its been so long & none of them have contacted, im always the first to contact them & yeah, atm i have better friends online than my actual friends, cos they're not being friends atm, its like they're people i "knew". yeah everyone's always too busy with work or their relationships. it's like when i try and meet up with them they say 'no i can't afford it' or some other excuse. i just feel so lonely and the other day after we had that little disagreement nothing seems to get right that day and i was really low so i texted most of my friends and how many replied?...none! i do have a really good friend atm but she lives all the way in glasgow which is a long way from me so it sucks. oh well at least i can talk to people here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Decoy Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 yeah everyone's always too busy with work or their relationships. it's like when i try and meet up with them they say 'no i can't afford it' or some other excuse. i just feel so lonely and the other day after we had that little disagreement nothing seems to get right that day and i was really low so i texted most of my friends and how many replied?...none! i do have a really good friend atm but she lives all the way in glasgow which is a long way from me so it sucks. oh well at least i can talk to people here. usually when i ask my friends to do something they'll do it, but now its been months and they haven't bothered to call or anything, so they obv don't care. theres a few i won't bother with again cos they always make up excuses, but it feels like ive lost my friends, especially the girls i worked with who didn't know i left til i was gone, its been a month and they haven't texted or anything, i thought we were proper friends instead of just workmates, but obviously not Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 usually when i ask my friends to do something they'll do it, but now its been months and they haven't bothered to call or anything, so they obv don't care. theres a few i won't bother with again cos they always make up excuses, but it feels like ive lost my friends, especially the girls i worked with who didn't know i left til i was gone, its been a month and they haven't texted or anything, i thought we were proper friends instead of just workmates, but obviously not i'm feeling exactly the same way. since i finished college no-one has bothered to contact me. i'm just annoyed that my best friend of 6 years is more interested in his gf. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EasyTarget Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 As usual, a almost great day gets ruined. Go on, shout stuff at me in the street, you're pathetic, it's all in the past, I've done nothing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
meganm15 Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 of course he has to have a girlfriend:mad: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jorgi Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 "Awards evening" at school which is where we get our proper GCSE certificate things... It's going to be generally embarrassing and boring and pointless, whilst the majority of my friends get to skip it and go to a McFly concert. Now, i'm not a massive fan of either McFly or spending money, hence why i'm not following them, but i'm beginning to think i'd rather be there than here. EGADS WHAT AN EVENING. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 i have a massive headache Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jammer Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 i have a massive headache *gives brain massage* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lahninja Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 2 exams tomorrow and my period is coming up... Damn. i fucking love how you're so open about everything, lmfao. my rant, i still cant do the fuckin coursework =[ its so hard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
travel_hymn Posted November 27, 2008 Report Share Posted November 27, 2008 Head massage would work, James. xD I don't want to do homework...another fucking ESSAY. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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