limelight Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO OPEN PHOTOSHOP!! I JUST DOWNLOADED IT TO MY COMPUTER YESTERDAY! AND I CANT FUCKING FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 argh the thing also is i dont need to see her right now, cause the only way im getting through this without totally breaking down, is by smoking loads of weed, and she hates that, i mean i would seriously have a mental breakdown if i didnt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JadeIsRad Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 People really fucking piss me off. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Andrew Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 People really fucking piss me off. Same here. All the time. =) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JadeIsRad Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 Same here. All the time. =) Glad you agree haha and ahaha I thought your avatar was a cowboy for a second x] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iOta Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief. In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief. And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheJake Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 im ranting cus my friend said that now we dont have a ride a concert we were going to in a couple of weeks. grr im pissed Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 argh im freaking Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Allie<3 Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 did you get results alex? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 havent had a test yet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Allie<3 Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 oh then whats wrong Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 because she still hasnt got her period, you wouldnt understand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Allie<3 Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 aww i hope its just a scare Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 it all just adds up tho, ive basically now gotta think, what to do, now my future is over Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 its not over, if its true, it's gonna be hard. but you can still try to do the things you want, its just gonna be a hell of alot harder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 im not going to be able to do the things i want, because i will have to quit college and get a job to try and pay for it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 well, you'll have to for the time being. you can go back to college when your older. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 nah cause then i would have to quit my job, its a fucking circle Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 aww:hug: well, lets hope its a scare. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lahninja Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 oh alex, another scare? :/ fuuuck dude. i think right, you should lay off getting laid. lol no offence, but have you ever tried using bigger condoms..? lol i really do just hope its a scare tbh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EasyTarget Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 Hope it turns out to be a scare Alex. A friend of mine went through this about a month ago, she thought she was pregnant, but got her period in the end, so don't worry, if she is pregnant then you'll have to re-think the whole situation. I'm ranting because my computer is a twat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 i got too much on my mind. i feel like its gonna explode Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 oh alex,another scare? :/ fuuuck dude. i think right, you should lay off getting laid. lol no offence, but have you ever tried using bigger condoms..? lol i really do just hope its a scare tbh you know right i normally carry ones that fit me, but for some reason didnt have one in my wallet had to use hers, whch was too small. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lahninja Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 Basically, ive been up the hospital since.. friday at about 2:30. slept at my mates house, had a few calmin down stuff, then been back up there today from about 12. only just got home at 11. (dont ask why i was out of school, long story.) ANYWAY My ex (you all know who) took an overdose on 45 pills, all because of her bitch of a mother. she tells her she doesnt love her, doesnt want her, doesnt like her, cant come up and see her and all this, and yet, the mum tells her dad the complete opposite. 'oh i do love her, i do want her, she can come up whenever she likes, rar rar rar' whore. ¬¬ anyway, we went up friday night to her house, she was smashing shit up indoors, wouldnt let us in, so we decided we'd go into town, see who was out of clatterfords/not at school/out and about people who dont go to school anymore. then i got a call from her house phone 'you can come and get your headband now if you want' and she sounded like she was crying, so i literally, RAN up this fuck off hill to her house, walked in, asked why she was crying, she wouldnt tell me, offered me a drink, i went out to get it, and saw loads of empty packs on the table. i asked her when those'd been taken, and she was like 'there my dads, he used them all like, 4 years ago.' so i was like 'dont lie to me, you know how much i hate lying..' and she was like 'fine. i just took them.' then she grabbed the others, locked herself in another room, and started taking another 2. so i left the house, not able to cope with it all, crying my eyes out and the others were like 'wtf' so i told them, and then we looked through her window, and saw her with another 2 packs, and she was taking them all in the living room, so we broke down her door, stopped her from doing it, and called the ambulance. counted up the pills and there was about 46 altogether, and there was still more she hadnt taken, and we knew that if we got rid of them in the bin, she'd get them aswell, so we had no choice but to eat them ourselves. (only 8 left. me and the other person took them.) so we called the ambulance, they came within minutes right, (unusual for the island, it takes them an hour to come and get someone usually.) there was no more room in the ambulance, so i came up on a bus. took her in the room, she was alright, then she started like, throwing up everywhere, had to have needles, injections, blood tests, all this shit, I swear to god, ive gone through a pouch of 50G's in 2 days from bein in that fuckin hospital. (but i spose it was shared between 2 of us, and 2 other people at the house party last night) but she's alright now (she felt really dizzy and all that when we brought her in, obv. but yunno) so yeah, shes fine now, alot better, trust. i wouldnt have left the hospital all weekend if i had a choice, but we're underage, so we cant stay there. =[ but im going up tomorrow, definately. bringing her up some stuff, like, food and drink and that (fuckin hospital food, makes me want to heave, you can smell it a mile away.) so y eah, im not leaving her side til i know she's alright tbh. =] but shes alot better now, so its okay. =] still abit drugged up and stuff, but she probably will be fine tomorrow. do you think im doing the right thing by going up everyday til she gets better? :/ cos idk.. and her mums coming down monday to take her back up to manchester with her for a month.. :/ which has upset me rather alot.. =[ but it'll make sadie happy i guess. and thats the most important thing. shiiiiiiiit, thats a long post, lmfao. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EasyTarget Posted July 12, 2008 Report Share Posted July 12, 2008 My throat really hurts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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