watchthesky Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 i've been on and off drugs for my panic attacks for like four years Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Erin Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 i've been on and off drugs for my panic attacks for like four years I would be if I wasn't afraid of getting on them and not being able to get off them... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Catie Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 theres no hope for my grandpa. hes basically gone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Erin Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 theres no hope for my grandpa. hes basically gone. Omg Catie I'm so sorry.... :hug: i totally teared up when i read this post so i can only imaging how you feel... :hug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rachley Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 theres no hope for my grandpa. hes basically gone. i'm so sorry Catie. :hug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Catie Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 thanks guys:hug: at least i got to see him two months ago after not seeing him for 8 years theyre gunna start pulling plugs tomorrow or sunday. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guro Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 theres no hope for my grandpa. hes basically gone. I'm so sorry Catie!:hug::hug: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MizBiz27 Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 thanks guys:hug:at least i got to see him two months ago after not seeing him for 8 years theyre gunna start pulling plugs tomorrow or sunday. Awe, Catie! I'm sorry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Erin Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 thanks guys:hug:at least i got to see him two months ago after not seeing him for 8 years theyre gunna start pulling plugs tomorrow or sunday. i'm so so so so so sorry Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Catie Posted May 14, 2010 Report Share Posted May 14, 2010 thanks guys i just can't believe i have to go through this again. it's not fun. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MizBiz27 Posted May 15, 2010 Report Share Posted May 15, 2010 I remember when my Grandfather died. I was five, and it was on Halloween. I never went out trick-or-treating that night. I just stayed in and cried. It was horrible. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Catie Posted May 15, 2010 Report Share Posted May 15, 2010 yeah im sorry my other grandpa died 5 years ago. it really isn't fun Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MizBiz27 Posted May 15, 2010 Report Share Posted May 15, 2010 My other Grandfather is still alive, but I don't think he's far off. :/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Catie Posted May 15, 2010 Report Share Posted May 15, 2010 aw:( i only have one grandparent now (mom's mom) my other grandma died before i was born Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Erin Posted May 15, 2010 Report Share Posted May 15, 2010 I've been soo fortunate to have never lost a member of my family since I was born. Hell, since my sister was born. but it kills me everyday that my grandmother is 80.. she's pretty good for an 80 year old woman, but she's smoked since she was 16 and her lungs are shot and i know it's just a matter of time... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MizBiz27 Posted May 15, 2010 Report Share Posted May 15, 2010 Death is very unfortunate, but at least they're in a better place, well, if you believe in the afterlife. I do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paint the sky grey Posted May 20, 2010 Report Share Posted May 20, 2010 I feel so weird about this case of death in my family. i didn't really know the woman, only have seen her at the birthday celebrations but it touches me nevertheless. it's the first case of death i really notice and understand (the last one was back when i was about 4) and it feels so weird. especially because she died in the night to the 20th may and i've only seen her on 20th march. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Catie Posted May 20, 2010 Report Share Posted May 20, 2010 ^ :hug: pretty weird both of us lost someone today. im sorry franny Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UrLittleDecoy Posted May 20, 2010 Report Share Posted May 20, 2010 I feel so weird about this case of death in my family. i didn't really know the woman, only have seen her at the birthday celebrations but it touches me nevertheless. it's the first case of death i really notice and understand (the last one was back when i was about 4) and it feels so weird. especially because she died in the night to the 20th may and i've only seen her on 20th march. i'm sorry i know exactly how you feel, a family member of mine died last year and i didn't really know him well, but i was pretty crushed at the funeral and stuff. it was awful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paint the sky grey Posted May 20, 2010 Report Share Posted May 20, 2010 ^ :hug: pretty weird both of us lost someone today. im sorry franny yeah it really is. i'm also sorry for you catie! i know your grandpa meant the world to you :hug: @betty well thank you funerals are always awful. i'm glad i didn't have to go to one so far and i'm also not gonna go to this one. the distance between us was just too big. just figured out that she must have been my great-aunt i think since she was my grandpa's brother's wife. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UrLittleDecoy Posted May 20, 2010 Report Share Posted May 20, 2010 @bettywell thank you funerals are always awful. i'm glad i didn't have to go to one so far and i'm also not gonna go to this one. the distance between us was just too big. i'm not gonna say that's good for you, cause it's not. but yeah, funerals suck. i've had the "pleasure" to be at two so far. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paint the sky grey Posted May 21, 2010 Report Share Posted May 21, 2010 i'm not gonna say that's good for you, cause it's not. but yeah, funerals suck. i've had the "pleasure" to be at two so far. i know what you mean. but we really basically didn't know each other so it'd be kinda awkward if i'd go there. we both knew about our existence and i knew a bit more about her but she never cared about me. so ya and the same's with my mom so she doesn't see the need of going to the funeral. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Le Venin Posted May 24, 2010 Report Share Posted May 24, 2010 Today is gonna suck. Again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UrLittleDecoy Posted May 24, 2010 Report Share Posted May 24, 2010 i know what you mean. but we really basically didn't know each other so it'd be kinda awkward if i'd go there. we both knew about our existence and i knew a bit more about her but she never cared about me. so ya and the same's with my mom so she doesn't see the need of going to the funeral. yeah i see what you mean. i think it's better that way. time and time again i realize my life is totally pointless, and the breakdowns i get are becoming worse and worse. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paint the sky grey Posted May 24, 2010 Report Share Posted May 24, 2010 aw I'm sorry to hear that betty Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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