lavina15 Posted October 24, 2007 Report Share Posted October 24, 2007 some caution before reading I FUCKING hate the word why... I tired of asking you that question...... But yet I still ask You... In this moment I'm so pissed off.... Why?.... Because, I was just fucking super with my whole positiveness..... I was happy...Im happy....just not with this..this...this fucking thing... Making myself like u again....thats my fault...all mine.... I shut the door and through away the key and now I'm looking for it... Oh well fuck it...fuck it....and fuck you for not fucking me...haha... (and i so don't mean that in a nice way).....sorry...i just want to be fucked.... damn that was blunt....I'm just horny...thats all..... Even though you faked it...that moment was beautiful....beautiful..... *sits and reminisces*..... Oh and when you said sorry before the kiss....that was such a movie moment... But I want more....your like weed to me.... I get one hit, then I get addicted and then have withdrawal symptoms.... And I can't full the FREAKIN VOID.... This Why Your Hot....You cant keep the bitches off of you....Your like weed..and who doesn't like weed..... Just like my Mary Jane I love you dearly...i got to eventually quit you....cause nothing good will come from this...... HEY...I may be mad in this moment.... But I THANK YOU...for what you have given me...You've given me more than you'll ever know....(how that saying goes)...much appreciated.... I've never felt this important.....no....never felt this concerned by someone.....*Anger is slowly fading* Sorry if I was ever a pain in the neck, back or ass.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jammer Posted October 25, 2007 Report Share Posted October 25, 2007 Well let's see..... I come into uni in my spare time to work on one of my essays, but I can't open Microsoft Word without some password that I don't know, and half of the new computers don't work, AND the Adobe reader isn't working either so now I can't read that for background info, so in other words I can do fuck all today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted October 25, 2007 Report Share Posted October 25, 2007 thanks for the hug james. =] things got better. the next day i remembered my meds, my gpop got out of the hospital [even though he's not better yet...long story], still haven't heard from my family in CA, things with my friend are still the same, but they've been like that since june so i didn't expect it to get better overnight. and as for homecoming, my retarded class finally agreed on something so we're working on that now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jammer Posted October 25, 2007 Report Share Posted October 25, 2007 ^Always here to provide feel better hugs. Man, I wish Paramore would hurry up and confirm if this UK tour is happening. I WANT TO SEE PARAMORE! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jorgi Posted October 25, 2007 Report Share Posted October 25, 2007 my teeth feel like they're pulling themselves out of my mouth garrggghhhh too much diet coke, i say. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 25, 2007 Report Share Posted October 25, 2007 my school sucks so much ass but before i get super into it i'll give you the basic idea i've got really bad social anxiety disorder, so i stopped going to school so right now i'm going to this half school half therapy type thing for a few months so i'll be good to go back to a normal school next semester they claim its 'voluntary' but nothing there is anything close to voluntary they do urine tests every week which is just...weird family therapy sucks so much i end up just crying all the time my therapist (who i completely hate) and my parents just gang up on me all the time and blame everything on me there's only like 15 people in the whole school, and most of them are really awesome but we're not allowed to be friends outside the program and we can't touch eachother we're not allowed to leave and we get in trouble on our break for talking like wtf is that its BREAK we're supposed to talk and then school, there's only six people in a class and we're not allowed to talk at all they said if you get distracted or whatever as long as you're quiet you don't have to work but then they get all up in your face if you're not working plus the only cool teacher there left last week he was really into music and stuff and he was teaching everyone to play guitar and he said he'd teach me how to play matchbox twenty so i was really excited because i've loved them forever and i even got him into paramore and when we weren't working he didn't care, he'd come and like talk to us and bring us really old rolling stone magazines and everything and interactive group, oh my god its like a group therapy thing but the people who run in are just so freakin....ugh we tend to laugh a lot and then they get mad every freaking time they ask us 'why are you laughing" and every freaking time we give the same answer we're not going to stop laughing shut the hell up and then when you say something they ask you a million questions about it 'i don't get it', 'why do you feel that way?', 'how do you know you feel that way?' they gang up on the one person who doesn't talk and people who do have something to say never get to i hate it not to mention i'm on a bus for an hour and a half Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted October 26, 2007 Report Share Posted October 26, 2007 i need a drink Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
watchthesky Posted October 27, 2007 Report Share Posted October 27, 2007 my dog broke his leg so he's not supposed to move around but he seems to have trouble listening Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted October 27, 2007 Report Share Posted October 27, 2007 my parents really piss me off...... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted October 30, 2007 Report Share Posted October 30, 2007 i got a headache. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted October 31, 2007 Report Share Posted October 31, 2007 some stupid people said you can't bacon, ham or salami anymore cos it gives you cancer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
microwave37 Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 i hate speech. and why does he have to have a girlfriend? and why does he have to send mixed signals? asd;lfkja;dsf Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XMusicDudetteX Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 I am such a grump today. Maybe it is because I did not get to bed until 3 A.M. and then had to wake up for a dentist appointment. Maybe it is that and the side-effects from the Novocain. I could not even stay awake in the dentist chair during the procedure, which is funky because I was not even numbed all the way because my stupid teeth refuse to numb normally. GRRR so grumpyyyyy. Part of it may be because I have realized that I have to go to school tomorrow with two quizzes and a test. Booooo. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Arya Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 ^ *huggles* I'm sorry your day sucked, but tomorrow is a new day, and hopefully a better day. <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WayneFarro Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 photobucket won't work and i have a new sig to put on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 idk if the pic in your sig is the new one or not...but i like it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
I'm-A-Parawhore Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 I CANT SLEEP >.< AND ITS ALREADY 3:16AM RawrZ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 so today started off great, i got to talk to emily [from now on i'll type her name instead of "the person i really like"]. we were talking about alot of stuff, and it just made me really happy. but then the moment i walked into school i found out that one of the teachers 4 month old son died yesterday, he choked to death. then later on in the day i find out that one of my friends and his family are moving back to brazil in january. he gets abused at home, and we've seen the scars. and january is already a horrible month for me casue of stuff i had to go through about 2 years ago. then about 15-20 minutes before school ended we had a bomb threat, and the teachers and principles freaked out and evacuated us as fast as they could, and made it seem really bad, and alot of horrible rumors about what could have happened were going around. then when i get home, i found of my sisters school had a lockdown earlier in the day cause there was a robbery like a street away from the school. OMGGGG Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jammer Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 ^Awww, so a shitty day then? *hugs* No worries, tomorrow is always another day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted November 2, 2007 Report Share Posted November 2, 2007 yeah tomorrow i've got guitar from 8:30-9:30, and i've been so busy that i haven't had a lesson in over a month. then from 9-3 i go stage crew, adn we're starting to build the set. =] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Happy_Misery Posted November 3, 2007 Report Share Posted November 3, 2007 I hate change.. in some ways though... not in every way. its just that tonight has been the first night in about 3-4 months where ive been out with ONLY my close friends, and the difference was just unbelievable... they've changed so much that it's just so WEEEEIRD. not necessarily in a BAD way; so i guess that isn't really much of a rant... the real rant though, is how an ex good friend of mine met this guy, who said 'im not interested in a relationship'... so what did she do? she had sex with him that's what, and they do so on a regular basis LOL i know that's such a pathetic thing, but i can't help but laugh. What is happening to the world? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
I'm-A-Parawhore Posted November 3, 2007 Report Share Posted November 3, 2007 ^^ lol rawr...whyyyy does it always rain when i want to do something on the weekend :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
I'm-A-Parawhore Posted November 3, 2007 Report Share Posted November 3, 2007 forgot to add....stuuupid paramore shirts selling out of smalls at the Sydney show and had to get a medium annnnnd its like 10,000x to big for me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iOta Posted November 3, 2007 Report Share Posted November 3, 2007 This computer's PC sucks... I cannot connect my mp3-player or my camera in it. So, no music from this computer into my mp3-player and no new pictures into this computer. *sigh* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jorgi Posted November 3, 2007 Report Share Posted November 3, 2007 Getting a bit stressed at everyone, lately, which is completely my fault but it still sucks and i can't seem to stop myself doing it. I have had no motivation to be sociable this week, which isn't something that usually happens as i love my friends- winter's setting in and suddenly nothing seems as exciting anymore. Also, going snowboarding tonight and i still haven't recovered from last weekend's session. 6 hour session of solid falling over. i can hardly wait. ...>_<; complaincomplaincomplain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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