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RenegadeRoss
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WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY?!

You're my paramore, you always say that, you always said it had to be spelt that way as we both love the band.

We have almost everything in common.

Yet you're so much older and on the other side of the world.

It breaks my heart that you've grown up and gotten a life, seriously, I miss talking to you every day about everything.

From crappy teachers we had to Jimmy Urine's hair.

I don't know what I'd do without you, you've talked me out of so many retarded things.

I've told you secrets no one else in the world knows.

Now we hardly ever talk, when we do it's five minutes of awkward "how have you been" until you say you have to go meet your boyfriend.

You'd always say when I was old enough you'd show me round Jersey and take me to New York as you knew I loved that place, now I realise, we'll never meet.

I always felt super special I was your top friend on myspace ahead of the rest of us from TBP, but now, none of us are in that list.

I know it's selfish and pathetic, but I want the old you, even if it means you feel sad and lonely, I want that because I'm still sad and lonely and I need you.

I can't even tell you how much I miss you because all you ever talk about is your boyfriend.

I used to love hearing stories about what you got up to, I don't give a shit about that guy.

Even your love you's have changed, everytime either of us had to go offline after hours of talking, you'd put: I love you my paramore but now it's just ILY. Lazy or has the meaning gone?

I don't have a best friend, haven't for four years, but secretly, I wanted you to be that person.

Shame, huh?

 

 

 

 

This should be elsewhere, not the rant. I'm not even angry, just feel like crying.

 

Okay, after you posted that angry bulletin at the world, I send you a message saying I know I don't understand but I care about you etc. you were online and didn't have the decency to acknowledge me, I understand you were upset but I freaking poured my heart out to you.

I guess you've matured enough to realise I'm a pathetic little kid with no real problems.

That may be true, but I thought we got each other.

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SERIOUSLY ALICE, NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU.

STOP TRYING TO MAKE OUT IT IS.

I'M SORRY I'M UPSET THAT ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IS DRIFTING AWAY FROM ME.

I'M SORRY I CAN'T GET OVER-ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT SOMETHING YOU'LL PROBABLY FORGET ABOUT TOMORROW.

I'M SORRY I'M OBVIOUSLY SOOOOOOO BORING, DON'T TALK TO ME.

I'M SORRY YOU ARE PARANOID AND THINK I'M ANGRY AT YOU, I NEVER BLOODY SEE YOU.

Eesh, I love you but you annoy me so much.

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I'm so sick of having to stay home because my brother can't be trusted alone.

I never get to go places with friends because I'm always stuck home.

All week long it's school, home, sleep. Or on weekends I have to stay home all day & night. I should have gone shopping today for a few things I need; instead I'm at home. I was supposed to go to the movies with a group of friends tomorrow; not going to happen because I have to babysit. Kind of stupid, but I'm just tired of it.

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want me to sort 'im outttttt? ;D

 

PLEASE. YOUR PUNCHES WOULD HELP.

 

He's being a right dickhead now, now that he's got her back, he thinks he has the world under his name.

 

Fucking asshole.

 

He's being a big head, "look at me I have everything"...yeah we'll see how long this lasts. This is some vicious circle I can't get out of, and neither can he. Wtf is going on here.

 

:(

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Here at my dad's house, my room is in the basement. And the walls are made of cement and it is winter, also I have no insulation... So it's 40 degrees F in there, and last night I slept in there with all my clothes on and my winter jacket...

 

I'm gonna ask my sister if I can sleep in her room.

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